Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Graphika Manila!


Graphika Manila is The International Multimedia Design Conference. This is going to be my first big time design conference trip. I can't wait to ride on the clouds again, see brilliant works, get drunk with ideas, get up close with the legendary joshua davis, ever crazycool avid, and the undying drew europeo!

I'll be leaving my little boy to the loving hands of his lolo and lola in the island. I'm sure he'll be fine, and won't probably notice i'm not around. But i will MIIS HIM madly! Oooooh.. if i could only take you along, Zaiid!

I'll be taking with me my fairy wings, I'm sure they won't notice :)

Saturday, November 25, 2006

letting go of MOOD


i just had a chat with drulz and he told me the band's plan. it sounds fair but...

dear MOOD - we've had great and sour times together and i loved them all. i will miss you terribly. i will miss your crowd. will miss your spotlight. i will miss the excitement and some of your tantrums. but maybe you need to grow. maybe i need to let you go so you can rock and fly. go mood. i will be behind you, writing songs like crazy even if i can't sing them anymore. i will tell stories of you to my little zaiid. you will make him smile, or puke. but that doesn't matter. he will remember you. i will remember us. i am sorry if it took me so long to accept that you had to 'restart' without me. but now i know. letting you go is giving you your fire.

it's time for me to stop. and sing for zaiid alone...