MR. MARCH IS A FAKE.

almost dancing on a glaring white cloud, i could see me. almost at the peek of my lashes, although they're not curvy-long to an envy and wouldn't mind you saying they're not that pretty, i watch my little self shine as i wait for him. almost and almost i can smell him coming up with the brightest sun he could put up. he would bring so much tan and salt. Mr. March would bring me my bestfriend home.

but he is a fake. the big MR. MARCH IS A FAKE. he laughs at our hopes, he laughs at my daydreams, he laughs at my waiting.

and on my tiny head, i would want us to go to a court. i would want him trapped and swarmed with the reddest ants on this planet.

so long mister march. i no longer wait for your coming.

welcome to the club, Tingbats!

the kangol kiddo is now a mommy!!!

welcome to planet earth, RHAYA!!! sus, tinbats had no idea how crazy-happy i was when kris texted me that afternoon! sus naka hilak jud ko ug nanindog jud ako balhibo. weird man ang feeling diay uy. kung ikaw na ang mag hulat nga ga labor na imong miga :O haaaaaay tinbats, motherhood na kaayo atong kiat aning kalakiha heheh..

puhon, basin dli na kaayo ta magkitaay ana for a year or so. pero cge lang, we have our web lives to get by. you'll do great with rhaya, and i'll do great with my zaiid :)

post daun ug rhaya pics ha! or better yet, create a rhaya multiply account! :)

whohoooooooooooo!
welcome to the club tingbats!


p.s. too bad, i couldn't visit the nursery that time.

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01.12.07 friday 630PM
TURTLE'S NEST GAMAY'NG GALLERY

happy new year!

SILI things:

1. im still small.
2. dwynn loving dubai.
3. zaiid loves to jump none-stop, but hates to crawl.
4. i still don't know how to cook.
5. i don't have a new year's resolution.
6. ok. maybe i should learn how to cook.
7. hoping for dubai we all go.
8. i still believe in faeries.
9. eisley becomes redundant.
10. i don't know where tori is.
11. dwynn still loves rammstein.
12. zaiid's hair.
13. zaiid's super vitamins.
14. zaiid likes "10 little bibol boys"
15. zaiid sleeps with music on
16. no permanent yaya.
17. not driving our car.
18. flats costing 65k dirhams a year.
19. zaiid looooooooves the camera.
20. still missing dwynn.

Graphika Manila!

Graphika Manila is The International Multimedia Design Conference. This is going to be my first big time design conference trip. I can't wait to ride on the clouds again, see brilliant works, get drunk with ideas, get up close with the legendary joshua davis, ever crazycool avid, and the undying drew europeo!

I'll be leaving my little boy to the loving hands of his lolo and lola in the island. I'm sure he'll be fine, and won't probably notice i'm not around. But i will MIIS HIM madly! Oooooh.. if i could only take you along, Zaiid!

I'll be taking with me my fairy wings, I'm sure they won't notice :)

letting go of MOOD

i just had a chat with drulz and he told me the band's plan. it sounds fair but...

dear MOOD - we've had great and sour times together and i loved them all. i will miss you terribly. i will miss your crowd. will miss your spotlight. i will miss the excitement and some of your tantrums. but maybe you need to grow. maybe i need to let you go so you can rock and fly. go mood. i will be behind you, writing songs like crazy even if i can't sing them anymore. i will tell stories of you to my little zaiid. you will make him smile, or puke. but that doesn't matter. he will remember you. i will remember us. i am sorry if it took me so long to accept that you had to 'restart' without me. but now i know. letting you go is giving you your fire.

it's time for me to stop. and sing for zaiid alone...

home alone with zaiid

Yaya's having her day off, momila's at the office, and dadilo's out. Just me and my zaiid... hmm... Mama's doing fine, right TambingPalangging? (i think i did just fine.)