I'm forgetting...

He told the following story about a young couple who had one little boy and a new baby. The little boy wanted to be left alone with the baby, but the parents were afraid. They had heard of jealous children hitting new siblings, and they didn't want the baby hurt. 

"No, no," they said. And "Not yet."

And also: "Why do you want to be with him? What are you going to do?"

"Nothing. I just want to be alone with him."

He begged for days. He was so insistent that the parents finally agreed. There was an intercom in the baby's room. They decided that they could listen, and if the baby cried, if the little boy hit the baby, they could rush into the room and snatch the infant up. So, the little boy went in, approached the crib. Alone. 

He came up to the newborn baby, and over the intercom they heard him whisper, "Tell me about God. I'm forgetting."

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Happy Easter everyone! :)

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watermelon smiles

We spent our holy week at our province to unwind and be with Super Lolo. Surely, the babies had fun under the sun, splashing cool water and enjoying each other's smiles. Funny how you realize babies grow up so fast then know you're getting older yourself. 

hand-me-downs

Our BabyManghud is growing up fast! So we're giving his wrap-arounds, socks, jamies, mittens, bottles, plus kuya's bottles away. Just send me a message / comment if you want them. Thanks!

pool day!

We were invited to Maslog for a warm - and cool - relaxing sunday. Of course, my little lifeguard stayed on his station the whole time and enjoyed splashing and maintaining the chaos of the group while Baby Manghud is enjoying his dreamland...

my favourite new face!

I just love him! He found a new expression which looked like he's trying to say "sure ka's imong gi pang sulti?!" Hahaha so cute!

what right have you got?

I just had a conversation with Niel. He accused me of being a sloth because I did not turn my illustrations into vectors because he thinks he is so stinking good that I should have thought about comparing my style in raw and vectorized.

Weeks ago he invited me to do a collaboration with him for a shirt design. Initially I was excited and thought it was a great idea. He asked for my raw illustrations and said he wanted to turn them into vectors. I wasn't sure if that would work. Turning my insects into vectors would loose its essence. But I still gave my sketch away anyway. I did it because I trusted him and I knew he's got a good reason behind it.

Soon enough though I was bothered again by the idea of turning my illustrations into vectors. I don't see the need for it anymore and I don't want to lose it's raw-ness. I wanted to tell him frankly that I didn't want to loose my illustration's original feel and turning them into vectors would create an impression that they are no longer mine. I was being honest.

him: usahay tanawon sad nimo kng asa nindot sa imong style... ang kalahian sa imong style ang naka vector or raw... wala to nimo gi vector kay gitapulan ka.

me: excuse me noh. wa to nako gi vector kay di ko gusto ivector to. gusto nako ma maintain iyang kirig2x sa strokes sa ballpen. di kay tungod gitapul ko

him: ikaw gud... imo man na

me: o sakto ka. ako ra jud kay ako mani.

him: mao mao

me: kbaw ko unsay itsura ato kung ako tong ivector maong wa ko ni choose i vector... if u think mas better to sya nga i vector, well imo nang opinion

him: please lang yaw pag yawyaw

me: k fine. bye

When I tried explaining and of course stand my right to deny his accusations, he bluntly asked me to not give him a sermon. I politely said goodbye to him. (So I'm blogging about it, at least.)

Excuse me Mister Vector Expert, before you accuse an artist of being a whatever, kindly stop and listen if you are making sense and if you are at some place in this universe have the right to do that. I am not being lazy just because I have not opt to do them in vector. I have maximized my brain cells to its last bit of use and KNOW that my illustrations work best in raw and not in vector. I want to keep the edginess and it's coarse line, ballpen drawn style. I want them to speak differently - not in an exact clean and crisp way, but in an untreated, fresh way. Not all drawings are meant to be vectors - yes, I think you know that. And I have told you that if you think my illustrations look better in vector, that is you're opinion and you are free to think that. But you have no right to call me whatever just because you have an opinion.

I hope you give equal respect to people who respect you.