get well, my sunshine.

My 4mo has UTI - the second time now. I can't believe that after about 3 weeks from his first, he's getting it again. Our doctor adviced me to get him a urine culture so we'd know what kind of bacteria is present and so we'd know how to combat it. I didn't want to blog about my baby's situation because everytime I start to write, like right now, I end up getting depressed and helpless. How can he be sick? I must've missed a line in taking care of him... 

A week from now, we will do more tests on him to be sure there's nothing wrong with his kidneys or whatever parts that needs to be checked. Everyday I'm nervous. I don't want him to go through any pain or any test that could stress him. He only weighs 5.1 kilos at 4months, a very fragile little sunshine.

I don't want to make a big deal out of it and I am trying so hard to stay positive. And that at least he's just getting a UTI and not some kind of blood infection like his brother once had. Of course I made sure he wouldn't have that same infection - Akii's got the IPD vaccine this month. And in my perfect imagination, I thought that our BabyManghud is safe from any harm. But still...this. 

I can only sigh and pray. For now, we wait. We need your prayers...