happy birthday world! welcome 2009!

Last year, I made a list of things I hope to achieve personally and as a family. It had been good, it always has. The blessings are immense and like every year that has gone, we all owe it to the Lord. Even the biggest challenge of coming back to Cebu -- from my boy adjusting to the new environment to the complications of my last trimester pregnancy -- we acknowledge them as gifts from above.

 

Thanking the heavens for the 2008 Presents: 

1. Our finest miracle yet came, the BabyManghud, Akii. Now thepuddinglove is complete!

2. Zaiid loving the adventures of Cebu and has grown into a fine bigBaby Kuya.

3. Our very own lot where we can build our home soon. 

This year is going to be big. It's going to be green, goofier, and stronger bonding ties.

For 2009, I ask for:

1. Good health for our family, especially the little ones.

2. Motherhood like never before! Bring it on! :)

3. Me to start my dream business and learn the craft I have always been inlove with. Start sewing!

4. Happiness, togetherness in dubai again.

Happy new year everyone! Let's give out our grandest hopes and dream away to make good things happen!!!

Christmas 2008!

My boys celebrating Christmas Day

with their lolo and lola, all in bluelove!

oh yeah VIVA!

I am such a spoiled little cousin! Just 10 minutes ago, my 2.5yo went off in his afternoon nap when Dadi handed me a big bag that says VIVA. My heart stopped about 2 seconds there... could it be...oh-my-gulaaaay! It really is a COLDPLAY canvas tote bag from their Viva La Vida concert tour. I got my camera, self-timered myself, lazy edit in photoshop... here I am composing my big THANK YOU 'te MAUDE!!!

I can only drool in all her concert hopping that I think is becoming a habit. But a good habit even for people weeping in fake tears "suyaaaaa koooo!" because she would never forget them especially ME. She has already given me TORI AMOS stuff because she knew I was heartbroken in envy and now... she's at it again. How insanely cool is this? I love being her cousin, I feel so special :P Hehe. I love you 'te Maude!!!

And fyi, my little boy loves the song Clocks (not from Viva La Vida album) and can actually sing some lines :)

Sunday Funday!

We took the kids out today for an afternoon play at the mall. Knowing that malls at this time of the year are full house, we went to the least crowded mall, Parkmall. My 3mo enjoyed the ride in his stroller and was wiggly excited in feast of the moving things and colors he saw. While my 2.5yo ran around, discovered new tricks and going back and forth to Akii's stroller to check on his brother.

Before we headed back home, we parked to an open lot at the back of Consolacion Market. There, Zaiid tried a flipping trick for himself as he watched some skaterboys' stunts and while his brother watched him with delight. 

It sure is a sunday funday for us! 4 more days to go and it's Christmas! 

light 'em up!

Haha can you believe it? You read it right: Glow-In-The-Dark Thread! These wonderful bright threads are just in time for Christmas. But I will have to skip buying for now, but will definitely get them when I'm ready to stitch something new.

You guys can find these glowy threadies at Sublime Stitching. Happy glowing!

what makes a family

We love hanging out in our backyard and just enjoy the cool morning breeze. My 2.5yo can be busy collecting stones or munching his morning snack or running around playing chase while my little 3mo sunshine can observe his brother or sleep like an angel in our local hammock or outdoor duyan. If I'm lucky at some days I can catch him in my camera chasing dreams in his sweet sleepy smile. 

These are my babies - the sole key of our happiness in the family - whom I am beyond-lifetime proud. They are not pefect beings and they can crush my heart unintentionally but that's what I love about them. They come crashing into me like thunder and I can only give my sweet surrender. At times I hear myself cry in frustration and hopes of me doing more for them. But truth is, I can only give myself. And I am a bit scared that I might never be enough. I am just their mother.

I have decided to not have another baby, even if people are begging me to have "one more, a baby girl this time". Well if it were as easy as laying eggs, why bring it on! People often misjudge couples who settle for one, or a dozen, or decide not to have a baby at all. What makes a family anyway? Is it the number of children you have or how well you do as parents? Is it the place you come home to or is it how complete your family is?

Raising my boys alone - physically - is a hard game. Having my husband work abroad is the biggest sacrifice we've been in so far. Yet, everyday we become stronger and our bonding has been twice thicker than yesterday. Because we know that this is only temporary and hopefully next year, we will be together in Dubai again. I know we are still young in this children-parents relationship and there are tons of things yet to be experienced and learned. That's ok, each day is yet another adventure and we just can't wait. 

For HOLGA.

This is my gift for my bestfriend. 

She found a new love in lomography so I had to find something that relates to it. 

I didn't want to settle for a typical title that says "PHOTOS" in front of the album, 

so I had my scribbles handy again. 

Yes, she looooved them!

(Told you I couldn't wait till Christmas!)